"The Evil returns to its main home"

Its glad to have EvilWerks Inc. return to its main home. The people of Tripod had made a mistake on deleting the site. Its good that its now reinstated. It turns out that Raven Danzig is making the "new" EvilWerks site into her personal homepage (http://evilwerksinc.tripod.com). She will be here on and off, but mainly, I am officially the new webmaster of the EvilWerks Inc. Online HQ. Thanks Raven!

 

NiX PsYcHoSiS #666

4:24 PM; 12/4/03

"DOS DEDOS MIS AMIGOS/'TWO FINGERS ARE MY FRIENDS/NEW YEARS RESOLUTION OF RAVEN DANZIG'"

 

Listening to Stigma's EP, 'The Black is wearing thin'/watching 200 Cigarettes on the boob tube: After watching 200 Cigarettes, it made me think about the new year and what to expect and what my resolutions are. After the holidays (Thanksgiving and Xmas) are over, I'm hoping that I have a night to remember on New Years Eve, whether getting laid or something else entirely.

 

Lately, there has been a lot on my mind right now and so much to look over and change. First of all, my career as a Burlesque-Cabaret Performer/Dominatrix is doing very splendid. I have more gigs than I did 5-6 years ago in Duluth and in different areas. The next Burlesque gig(s) is in the month of February in Cancun-Mayan Riviera, Mexico. Looking forward for those shows, plus Mexico is beautiful. My other career(s) as a promoter/owner is doing okay. I have a lot to do for April/May for the DARK DAYZ 2004 event. But as far as my personal/lovelife is going, it could need a helpful boost.

 

When I have feelings for a certain somebody, I get quiet about it because I don't know how to show it right (or afraid to show it) and I am very hush-hush about the guy's name. I don't know how to say it, but I am so fallen for my friend in Italy. Maybe I don't know him very well, but I started talking to him on the phone/online last year in January. Around that time, I was getting his band, DAEMONIA over here from Roma to Minneapolis for a gig and at that time, I didn't really expect to have certain feelings, but for him being so nice to me over the phone, I became attracted to him.

 

I met him in person when I first arrived in Italia (Sept. 2003) and I knew that something was going to happen that was so unforgettable to me and I knew that my attraction would be more intense (emotionally and physically). But I still sit here today and trying to figure myself out on what I should say to him or do...*meh* Love is very complicated, Fiends. You can understand....and if anyone hasn't figured out, I think now most of you know who I'm in love with....

 

Getting back to DARK DAYZ 2004, this event will turn out to be the most intense metal fest ever in the history of Minnesota. I will make sure that the bands from the Underground comes out of the woodwork and play. No more sucky nu-metal/emu rock bands taking over the shows. Time for the darkness to come out and play and make their stay. Ciao.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1631 HRS; 11.20.2003 A:D

"NEW WEBMASTER TAKEOVER"

Hey all! This is Nix Psychosis; your new temporary webmaster for the Official EVILWERKS site. I assume that all of you know that the tour is cancelled and Raven Danzig, herself, is taking an absence of leave due to mental health break.

 

From my understanding, Raven will return to the 'public life' on December 1st, 2003 for the LACUNA COIL show, so keep your eyes peeled for her return.

 

Another thing...that El Gato guy looks gay! No wonder why his penis is so dirty! *tee-hee!*

 

NiX PsYcHoSiS No. 666

12:21pm; November 7th, 2003

"UPDATE ME, BITCH! v.2.0/YOU CAN'T LOVE THIS pt. 666"

Listening to Daemonia's EP, "Live...or Dead": Halloween Night has come and gone and its been at least two weeks ago since I last wrote in the journal. One thing that's been on my mind for quite some time is this: "I HATE DUMB HORNY USERS!" Specifically, one man that is named Nick 'El Gato' Torres. This is quite an interesting story:

 

Ever since I got back from my Italian trip in September, I have broken/severed my ties with Nick cause I fell deeply in love with my friend in Italy. Nick and I were lovers but only for short time. He called me his lover, I called him 'a booty call' (no love for him whatsoever-no strings attached). When I got back from Italy, I told him flat out,"I can't see you as a lover anymore, just as friends". He said he was all cool with it. Which obviously, he wasn't.

 

For a few times already, Nick has bugged my ass for coming over and hanging out...hanging out something. He kept hinting me that he wanted more than just hanging out and I knew that if I went to his place, it would cause problems. And I can't have that in my so-called love life.

 

So finally, if Nick wanted to see me badly, I would invite him to dinner @ The Olive Garden Italiano Ristorante on Halloween Night, but I had plans with my other close fiendfuck/friend, Stigma Dave, so I had all three of us meet and hang @ the restaurant on Halloween. It started off really bad since El Gato was a half hour late for dinner. Dave and I waited for a long while for our orders just because El Gato arrived late.

 

We all had a good meal and hung out for awhile. Nick (again) kept hinting me that he wanted to come with him and fuck him, when he knows for a fact that I can't do that. Dave caught Nick's plan and so did I. I told Nick that after dinner, Dave and myself had to leave to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre in theatres, so our time was limited. But the next showing was at 10:10pm and we had over an hour to wait. So, we (Stigma Dave, Nick and myself) went next door to Lyon's Pub (Nick's hangout joint in Downtown Mpls). Nick bumped into his friend, Kevin (a bouncer @ the pub) and Dave and I went to the back bar next door. We sat at a table and waited for El Gato to meet us and it was like 5-10 min. when he showed up. He (Nick) said he had to run out and "do his thang" and would be back in 15-20 more minutes. Dave and I sat there at the table for a half an hour and it was almost 10 o' Clock. Nick never came back on the time that he promised and Dave and I said, "FUCK EL GATO. We need to scram and catch the movie". So we left (just Stigma Dave and yours truly). What did Nick expect? Dave and I stay there while he's busy hanging out with friends and fucking other girls in the john? FUCK NO!!!!

 

Nick, then, calls me about 10 minutes later and Dave and I had already bought our tix for the show. Nick was dumb enough to pester me again about hanging out with him after the movie was over and I pretty much blew him off the phone (in other words -- gave El Gato the ol' blue balls).

 

After the show, Dave and I left the theatres and headed off to Pizza Luce's. Again, Nick calls me up and is begging me to hang out with him. I ignored all the calls that Nick made and let it go to my voicemail. Dave's mom picked him up at Luce's and I went across the street to the Urban Wildlife to visit ma familia. Afterwards, it was 12:30am and it was getting late. I caught myself a cab and went straight to work to meet my dad.

 

Nick (FINALLY) got the message and turned it around like it was my damn fault which in all reality, it was his screw up and stupidity that I didn't hang out with him. He didn't want to hangout with me, he wanted to take me home and fuck me -- that's it. Getting me in trouble and in the sack. And is pissed off that he ain't getting any.

 

Nick...if you read this, this is my reason why I won't see you anymore: I don't hang out with users and I don't care if you say that you're a man, you have needs. If you were a REAL MAN, you would respect my feelings and respect the fact that I'm seeing someone else. Oh and by the way....YOU SUCK IN BED. YOU HAVE GOT TO BE THE MOST LOUSY LOVER THAT I EVER HAD IN MY SEX LIFE. I've had sex with a woman in my past and she's ten times better than you. Two words: Get bent, you egotisical loser.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1620 HRS; 11/02/2003 A:D

"HAPPY FUCKIN' BIRTHDAY, STIGMA DAVE/UPDATE ME, BITCH!"

 

Listening to Misfits Collection II: What's new with me, you say? I'll tell you...BIG FANGS to a friend of mine, he has granted me a tour in November/December...a burlesque tour. I will be traveling from Eastern Canada (ie. Quebec, Montreal, and Nova Scotia) all the way down to the South Americas (ie. Brasilia, Peru, Argentina, and Venezula). It will include the Eastern part of the U.S as well. So, I can't wait to meet you down there!

 

But first things first....HAPPY MUTHAFUCKIN' BIRTHDAY, STIGMA DAVE. See ya at the show tonight! For all the Freaks n' Fiends in Minnesota, STIGMA, A:POD, and COLD COLOURS @ The U.W Club in Downtown Minneapolis @ 9pm. Make sure you give STIGMA DAVE a good, hardcore spankin'!

 

Not sure of what's goin' down for Halloween Night. Its still up in the air right now. So if ANY of you fiend fuckers is having a fuckin' cool Halloween Party, email me where you're at and I will be there, MOST DEFINETLY!

 

HAPPY HALLOWEEN, FIENDS. I will make my TRIUMPHANT return to Minneapolis on December 6th, 2003. Until then....

 

Arriverderci!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1528 HRS; 10/22/2003 A:D

"GREEN HELL"

 

Listening to The Misfits EP, "Static Age": Found out yesterday that PIGFACE is coming to town in December. Cool Beans! I know Charles Levi pretty well and I will definetly be at that show! 2 shows in December that are decent to check out. This winter season is turning out GREAT!

 

Went on the Danzig Message Board, posting about the tryouts/info for THE MISFUCKS. Hopefully, somebody answers it. I know that Stigma Dave and I have been talking about the Misfucks for about a couple of months.

 

For some weird reason, I had thoughts about the new year. What to expect and not expect. Its kinda funny how to picture what your life will be like. I plan to keep booking events for bands, doing the Misfucks w/ Dave, and kicking some ass. That's what I picture my life as. *Meh*

 

Some butthole emailed me a nasty reply about the comments that I made about jealous women. This was what he wrote:

 

"Dear Miss Danzig,

 

I don't want to hear about your rude remarks about women. Not all women are jealous, and even if they're, they have EVERY reason to hate you. 

 

You say that you're not a slut? Are you that dumb? Look at yourself in your photo gallery! You're a tramp. Obviously, the reason why women think you're a slut is because you make yourself one by posing in those dirty disgusting photos.

 

You know what, Ms. Danzig, GET YOURSELF A LIFE, FREAK!

 

Signed,

Don

 

Well, Don...Since you wrote me in all honesty. Let me return the favor to you by a NASTY REPLY:

 

About the KOPF FUCH gallery and all the photos that I have done in the past, I did it, not to look so cheap or easy. I did it because I felt it was fun. And has ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with my sexuality.

 

Maybe you should research more, Donald (Duck), about jealous women. I have met a lot jealous women who don't NEED to be jealous, they just want the attention ALL TO THEMSELVES. In what we humans call it, "SELFISHNESS". Especially, with guys.

 

And the reason why these jealous women hate me, is the fact that I can be more open than they can. They use my photos, my looks as an excuse that I am an easy woman. But its not true. When in a relationship, I'm ALWAYS faithful to my lover. If indeed, he wants to live the "SWINGERS" lifestyle and lets me know, fine. I know. But if possible, I prefer to live a MONOGAMOUS relationship cause i'm a total paranoid FUCK on pregnancy and STDs.

 

So Mr. Donald Duck, I salute you the "bird" for critizing me and not knowing me as a woman, but for seeing me in my image. My advice: "DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!" ... asshole.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1609 HRS; 10/10/2003 A:D

"LOOK AT MY MONKEY, YOU MONKEY LOVER!!!"

 

Listening to Misfits EP, "American Psycho": GODDAMNIT! I hate Jealous women! They suck! For the longest time, I have been known as the other woman. Even if I am or just a friend. I'm the other woman. Jealous women need to get a FUCKIN' life!!!!

 

*Oooh! I'm a total slut. I sleep with every guy I come across!* In all reality, the number of guys that I had sex with is 3 (TOTAL). Yeah...I'm a slut that has slept with three guys, and they were ALL EX's. I have bumped into women who are like you (jealous) and has slept with more men than me! And I'm not lesbian, so don't go there, either! So in all reality...WHATS YOUR FUCKIN' MAJOR MALAFUCTION???

 

*Whew* I need to blow off some steam! Some people can be so dumb and retarded sometimes. I guess the reason why I brought it up is that last night, a guy friend of mine's girlfriend called me up and bitched at me. Accusing me that I was sleeping with her man, when in all reality, he and I are STRICTLY just friends. Nothing more. Women like that give other women a bad name. No self esteem, no self worth. Its really bad. In ways, I feel sorry for them, but in other ways, I don't give a crap.

 

To change the subject, here's what been going down as of late: El Gato and I are not with each other anymore. I severed my sexual ties with him...for my italian stallion...Still won't tell you his name.

 

What else....My FIENDish fiend, Stigma Dave and I will be starting the Misfits cover band: THE MISFUCKS. Speaking of the MISFUCKS, we're looking for a few good MISFUCKERS FIENDS who are musicians and interested in joining the MISFUCKS and play fucked up Misfits tunes. Email me (raven_danzig@hotmail.com) OR Stigma Dave (stigma667@hotmail.com) and let us know what you play. To let you know what we do, Stigma Dave and I are the duo lead singers of the band. We are Crimson Misfuck (Dave) and Baby Misfuck (me). We will have try-outs soon, so keep your eyes peeled for the try out dates!

 

LOTUS and LOTUS II is still in the works right now. There will be more info about the EVILWERKS movies and more scripts to write soon. We'll update you on anything else.

 

Thats about it. Later gators.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1619 HRS; 10/09/2003 A:D

"CHEATERS: THE ALL-AMERICAN SLUT"

 

Listening to Messiah's EP, "21st Century Jesus" and NIN EP "Broken": On this edition of the Journal (which has been quite some time since the last time I entered here...), I have been in debates and discussion about Cheaters, Porn, and Jealous Women. Here's my take on this whole dumb debate:

 

Ladies...Don't be so jealous! Ever heard of the word, "trust"? Its very useful in relationships. Maybe have an understanding before having the relationship. If you and your man wants a monogamous relationship, both parties that love each other should trust each other and love one another. But if both wants an 'open-swingers' relationship, inform each other where your coming from first before taking a step forward on the relationship.

 

Yes I know - I have had some bad experiences with cheaters, too, but that's only because they weren't honest with me to begin with. I'm the type where if i'm dating someone (it all depends on the guy - If I'm truly head over heels in love) and if I want a monogamous relationship, I will let him know where i'm coming from and ask where he stands. If indeed he agrees and equally loves me as much as I love him, cool. But if he disagrees and wants an open relationship. That's ok, too. As long as he tells me so openly. Nobody gets hurt. Just no lying or sneaking around. There are limits to everything.

 

Again ladies, I have no idea what's up in your ass about Pornography. So, your men love watching porn...so what?? Just watching! They're not going to go out of the house and fuck the women that they saw on TV. In fact, be thankful that you man watches porn, at least, he'll be in the mood to get down with you. No...you won't get the same results by going to see a sex therapist nor a book. This is my take on porn.

 

I'M A WOMAN! I watch a lot of porno. And I have no problems if my lover wants to watch porn, whether with me or alone. I love porn. People who've known me for quite sometime knows that I am a perverted fuck. Plus, being a dominatrix for almost 10 years - Hello? I'm proud of being naughty. Its part of my personality. No, I'm not slut or a tramp (call it what you will - I don't sleep everybody I see -- GEEZ). But when I want to get naughty with someone, I show it. It'll take some time to show it to someone that I find very very attractive. I get bashful.

 

The whole point is -- Without the pornography, I would be satisfying anyone in bed....but then again, I've been told I'm a natural. It might be porno that's doing it...or the fact that i'm a LEO. Meh.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1550 HRS; 10/04/2003 A:D

**SPECIAL JOURNAL EDITION**: "RIP DAMIEN WOLFMAN: YOU ARE GONE, BUT NOT FORGOTTEN!"

 

Let me first say that it was truly an honor and a privilege to have a true fiend friend on my side for about 10-12 years. I will most definetely miss you, Damien. Give Heaven hell up there! R.I.P: You are gone, but brotha, we won't forget you.

 

I was at home, cleaning the house a teeny bit, when I got a surprising call from Damien's wife, Ravenessa. I didn't know what to expect, but she just told me out of the clear blue on the news about Damien. He had a triple bypass and had a heart attack at his Trenton home.

 

When I found out about the news of Damien's death, I was very stunned and shocked. I didn't know how and what to react in that sort of situation. He and I have been good friends for about 12 years. It will be a sad day for all of us at EvilWerks Inc.

 

Since Damien was our website developer, I will be taking charge of what Damien left off. He will be sadly missed. Love ya, brotha!

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1526 HRS; 9/21/2003 A.D 

"HOUSE OF 1000 IDIOTS (A.K.A BEST BUY)"

Listening to V.A.S.T (Visual Audio Sensory Theater): This week has been FUCKIN' awesome thus far! On Sunday, even though I was really really trashed that night, since it was my birthday, got to hang out with Pete Steele and the rest of the Type O Negative Army at the aftershow party of theirs. That was pretty cool. The next day, I found this out from a friend of mine that Rob Zombie and his wife, Sherri Moon was coming into town for the signing of the DVD release of House of 1000 Corpses.

 

Come Tuesday, I arrived at the Best Buy in Richfield, Minnesota with my friend, Stigma Dave at 6 am. We were both hardcore on the time, but later on, it was well worth it. Made some slams and jokes at people who were walking by, just because we were bored and didn't get to sleep as much as we should of.

 

Got to see a dumb blond in person: She drives a convertable volksvagen in the parking lot, locks up the car, but forgets to put the convertable up. Dave and I had some shits n' giggles with her. She was one out of the many idiots that we saw working at Best Buy. We also saw a guy with real man tits. It was really really really grotesque to look at, but laughed about it. But the best was yet to come...

 

The last person that we made fun of is this mexican guy that supposenly works at Don Pablos Restaurant. I swear to god this guy was a Ron Jeremy lookalike! And when he turned his back around, he looked like a woman...talk about...EEEEEEWWWww!!! Whats worst was, when he drove by me and Dave, he waved at us! That was terrible. Well...it could of been worst, he could of came back and tried to tit fuck us. THANK YOU GOD!!!!

 

Dave and I waited and waited for hours. More people showed up of course. Got to meet this hot looking buxom blond who was from the L.A area. And met up with some people that I haven't seen for quite a long ass time. The day was cool, but burned me out badly.

 

What pissed me off was the fact that the 93X winners (at least 40 of them) went right in front of me and me and Dave were the first in line...But got to meet Rob and Sherri. Sherri thought I was nuts to come here early early. But I said to her, it was worth the wait. And it was...as I left, there was still people coming and the line was so long that the end was just outside from next door. All in all, I got to meet some Rock Stars and it was cool.

 

Wednesday night (just last night), I went to the Sepsis/13 Dead show @ The Urban Wildlife in Downtown Minneapolis. The show was pretty cool, but there was barely any people. Hey -- its not the weekend just yet. So that's ok. What was so cool is that those two bands plus A:POD wants me to be their firebreather act. I would gladly do that for any band. No wuss bands though... Whenever I do the firebreathing performance, I will post it up online here @ EVILWERKS ONLINE HQ at the Events/Tour page. Come check me out sometime.

 

Well, more adventures will be here soon. Plus, new pictures will be posted. I have 5 more pictures to take and that will be over @ the BLACK FLOOD DIESEL SHOW on Sunday @ FIRST AVE. Be there or be dog meat.

 

CIAO 4 NOW!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1755 HRS; 8/14/2003 A.D

"THE AFTERMATH OF DECONSTRUCTION: THE BIG HANGOVER"

Watching Go Nagai's Devil Lady on DVD: Getting over a big fuckin' party last night. I must say that last night was the best fuckin' birthday night out that I ever experienced! Type O Negative and Lacuna Coil rocked the fuck out of Minneapolis. It was a helluva good time. Hung out with Jay Psychosis, Kat, Rockula (from Autonamy), Heather, Ted, Emmet, and Laura (Rox's girlfriend). Got free birthday drinks and even though I said I didn't want any spankings, surprise, surprise...I got spanked. Numerously. My ass is a little black-blue right now.

 

Had 10 shots of Booze: Rum, Whiskey, and Red Bull/Vodka at the bar and my god, I got so trashed. Don't remember much because I usually black out when I'm wasted. The only thing that I remember was crashing over at El Gato's house. Drank beer, watched the rest of CaddyShack, passed out.

 

But I did manage to take a few pictures of the Type O show. I have yet to develope the other pictures. I need a digital camera...dammit! But I still have some photos left. I'll take the rest of them @ the 13 DEAD show on Wednesday Night @ The U.W Club.

 

Well, Time for me to get offline right now. My head hurts badly. Bad hangover...Bad Bad!!!

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1603 hrs; 8/11/2003 A.D

"SWINGIN' SEXY TIPS BY RAVEN DANZIG/WHY DON'T YOU EAT MY POONTANG PIE, CUNTFUCKER!!!"

Listening to Killing Joke's EP, "Pandemonium" and watching "Urotsukidoji: Legend of the OverFiend" (a.k.a fucked up anime): Getting ready for Saturday's Barbeque Blowout! Trying to get everything in order and getting me head checked, since i'm very anxious of my birthday...but that's ok.

 

I take care of my anxiety by being on the swingset near my house for a good 15-20 minutes. To be very honest...its just as good as fucking. The higher you go on the swing, the more accelerating it is. The breeze feels good on your flesh, your heart keeps going, so on and so forth. Its a very good place for a woman to fantasize erotically. After a good swingin' feeling, I have the feeling to go up to a lover and say to him, "FUCK ME RIGHT NOW, YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!!" with a perverted smile on my face. Hey -- I'm just being dead honest.

 

Not too far away from Sunday...and I can't wait til I hang out with Type O Negative and Lacuna Coil (again). Jay Psychosis from PSYCHOSIS 23 will be there, along with Stigma Dave. Every fiend fuck will be there...and I will most DEFINETLY be there. Hope that all you evil demon motherfuckers out there in motherfuckerland will be @ The Quest Sunday Night. You can get to see me FUCKIN' TRASHED with some hardcore booze. I won't get kicked out...trust me. When i'm drunk or not, I'm on me best behavior...But it doesn't mean that i'm fuckin' TAME, right??

 

As far as gifts are concerned, I'm not worried about birthday gifts right. Give a bottle of Champagne or any type of booze and it'll be good enough for me...or a million bucks would do, but that's too farfetched. I can't think of anything right now because my brain's too fried out. But please....NO FUCKIN' SPANKINGS! My ass was fuckin' sore last year and for weeks, I had trouble sitting down. If there's one person in the world that gives spankings, that person will be ME...Spank you very much. Make note on that....

 

LATER GATORS. SEE YA @ THE PRE-BIRTHDAY BAR-B-QUE ON SATURDAY/TYPE O NEGATIVE/LACUNA COIL SHOW ON SUNDAY!!!! EMAIL ME. 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1817 HRS; 8/7/2003 A.D

"MIKE HUNT...PAGING MIKE HUNT...HAS ANYONE SEEN MY CUNT???"

Listening to The Genitorturers EP, "Machine Love": So...you've probably asking, "WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN, RAVEN??"...I have been busy at home, getting schtuff done before my trip to Italy. The good noose is that my 8 month streak with no sex has FINALLY ENDED for the past week!!!! It feels too good to be true.

 

This last weekend started off shitty, but has ended amazingly. Left home on a Friday evening to First Avenue's VIP Lounge. I rode a cab all the way down to Downtown Minneapolis and fucking ride costs me about $40. Now, I was there to supposenly check out KOBALT night, but didn't realize it was on every Saturday night. My GRAND mistake, but made it up to see some good bands at the 7th St. Entry that didn't start until 9:30pm. I arrived in Minneapolis around 8pm. So, to kill some time, I went to this Irish Pub called, "O' Donovans" and got myself a lamb salad. It was really good to go. So, I stayed at the Pub until the show started and it was ABSOLUTELY awesome!!! It always puts a smile on my face to see an amazing Punk show. I wanted to see the Midnight Evils because i've heard some good things about them, but had to jet early because I wanted to meet up with some people. That's ok.

 

Got to see the APOX show @ The Urban Wildlife and that was an amazing show, as well. After the show was over, I crashed @ a going away party that this guy, Neil was throwing. I was hanging out with Nick and Scotty from Filthy Divine that night. I got to meet another band and made my introductions. This band is called, "Hear Color See Nothing". **NOTE: The link for that band is on the links page.** I haven't heard any of their stuff yet, but will be whenever their next show is. The party kicked some ass and I ended up drunk off of Whiskey and coke and stayed with Nick overnight at his pad.

 

The weekend closed up with some temporary goodbyes since Nick (is right now) out of town at Wichita and Santa Ana til Thursday and I went home. It took me awhile, since I woke up with a splitting headache, but made it home surly and safetly.

 

For right now, its the new week and I have already made some changes of myself: The blond hair was fun, but can't afford bleach right now, so went 'back in black'. I have also been in the gym working out, getting my arms strengthened up this morning. Still working on the LOTUS movie project, which I had to move the dates when I come to Cleveland from August to November cause I'm poor right now. Also...

 

I'll put this on the events page, but on Saturday, August 9th over @ the EVILWERKS HQ, will be the pre-birthday Bar-B-Que party for me, RAVEN DANZIG. EVERYONE'S invited, and there will be a keg of beer, hardcore booze, and RED MEAT! Its also B.Y.O.S (BRING YER OWN SHIT) rule: meaning bring some of your own food/booze/etc. We'll have our own stuff, but its just not enough. There will be loud tunage at the party and a special party ender firebreathing performance done by yours truly. Once again, EVERYONE'S invited: bring some friends, fiends, slaves at the party. Have fun with it!

 

CIAO 4 NOW!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1638 hrs; 8/4/2003 A.D

"HAPPY HOUR GONE SOUR/PIERCE ME, BABY!!!"

Listening to Rammstein's EP, "Herzeleid": Last night's show went downhill. I had a nice chat with Derrick from PCP and from my understanding, they had cancelled due to sickness on half the members, one of them having kidney stones *OUCH!*. There was still DJ's spinning some tunes, but it went shitty. To top things that was really weirding me out was they had close the bar before Midnight last night. So, that was a trip for everybody.

 

I got to meet a lot of familiar faces, that's for sure! I have a group photo of everyone and soon will be posted on the EVILWERKS PHOTO GALLERY. Some of the fiends from FILTHY DIVINE were there. Plus some members of APOX and ATPH showed up, too. So, it was great to come out of the woodwork and see them again.

 

Well, this week will be HELLA busy for me. There are some good shows next weekend (on Saturday), plus, I will be going to The Ink Lab to get my tongue pierce. I have been debating it for the longest time and since its close to my birthday, I say...WHAT THE FUCK!! I'm nervous as hell about it, but hey -- If I can handle two tattoos, breathe fire, and a buttload of spankings, I can handle a tongue piercing. No problemo! I'll take some photos of my piercing as well. All photos will be seen @ the EVILWERKS PHOTO GALLERY.

 

I hope all the hot, gorgeous Italian Stallions like it. It'll be a complete RIOT when they see me. *tee-hee* I hope my mystery guy likes it a lot. I think he'll get a kick out of it, too. We'll see...

 

Ciao 4 Now, my lovelies!!!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1534 HRS; 7/21/2003 A.D

"MR. TOAD'S WILD RIDE ON PLANET NON-OXYL 9"

Listening to The Misfits EP, "Walk among us": The Lotus script is fuckin' awesome! Greatness to perfection, I think. Also been revisiting the ol' character designs of LOTUS. All drawings will be posted up at the Photo Gallery.

 

Speaking of Photos, I, MRD, will be modeling some hot gothic photos. I plan to post em' up online once they're ready to be seen. You'll find them also at the EvilWerks Photo Gallery.

 

Right now, I'm just curious about what will happen when i'm in Italy. What I will find in store for me in Roma. Hopefully, this trip will be the vacation that's unforgettable. Nervous as hell, too.

 

To die down more clues/hints about my mystery man, here's a hint: he's older than me. I'll be turning 24 next month on August 10th, so I'm 23 right now and a Leo, if anybody cares. Now, I can't remember what sign he is, but I think he's either an Aquarius or Pisces. Either one of the two? Keep guessin' at it if you can't figure it out yet. And if you have, ...shh! The name is still confided in me. *winks* Keep it in the closet, in other words.

 

Ciao 4 Now, my lovelies!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1550 HRS; 7/19/2003

"PRISON SEX/BIG BLACK ALIENS INVADING THE MIDGET WOMEN!!!"

Listening to PiL's EP, "The Flower of Romance": Last night, I was to make an appearance at the Dwelling show @ The Uptown Bar, but due to lack of car, miss the show....damn. Oh well! I'll make it up to ALL you MN freaks on SUNDAY, JULY 20TH, 2003 @ The 4th Street Station (a.k.a "The Lab"). The band from Eau Claire, WI, PCP will be playing there. Me, along with Dave (formely "Stigma Dave") will be there. Don't miss this equal opportunity to meet n' greet with me. You'll be sorry that you did. There will be photos during this show and will be posted online coming soon...

 

I think my sexual frustration has surpass the peak and has gone skyhigh. Either, its me being lonely OR not getting some...actually, come to think of it, its both. At times, I'm unsure if I will meet my Italian guy...meh...I'll have to see what goes on when I arrive there. The only thing that's even more hilarious is that I'm behaving myself before the trip to Italy...in other words, i'm saving myself for this man in Roma.

 

To give you another hint of this mysterious man (and it comes down to 2 bands), he plays the keys. Keep guessing it, and if the man of my darkest dreams and nightmares is reading this, you know who you are -- Email me! If you've just reading about this now, look at the entry on JULY 9th, 2003: "BEERS, STEERS, AND QUEERS". Three bands from Italy are named.

 

Arrivederci!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1653 HRS; 7/16/2003

"REALITY TV ROTS MY CORPSE/ITALIAN MEN TURN ME ON!!!"

Listening to The Cramps, "Stay Sick": I can't stand all these dumb reality tv shows! I, for one don't want that much tv, anyhow and two, I'm the type of person who keeps my private life - private. I don't go real low on myself and become cheap with this tv shit. Its boring as fuck. Maybe some people disagree with me, but I just don't see myself being followed by a camera, taking my personal/private life on film. I hate that shit! *Blah!*

 

To make an important announcement, I will be in the Cleveland, OH area on Friday, August 1st - Sunday, August 3rd, hanging out with the members of Futureskully and Cannibal Holokaust Productions. So, if you want to hang out with me and the creeps, you can...I'll make the announcement on where i'll be staying.

 

I can't keep Italy off my mind for the past few weeks. I'll be in Roma, Italy on September 2nd and I can't help it when I say that I LOVE ITALIAN MEN! Especially, the guy that I have a total crush on. It can't be helped. I can't wait! And hopefully, I can meet and 'be alone' with the guy that's been haunting me for weeks. *winks*

 

I hope that you all have seen and visited the Photo Gallery. I'm glad that every fiend fuck loved it! Damien, the webmaster, has included the EVILWERKS DUNGEON CHATROOM here at EvilWerks OnLine HQ. Chat yourselves away....I might drop by for a visit.

 

Ciao 4 Now!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1553 HRS; 7/13/2003

"BEERS, STEERS, AND QUEERS: COWBOY....YEE-HAW!"

Listening to Death in Vegas' EP, "Dead Elvis": Just yesterday, I saw the movie, "28 DAYS LATER..." OMG! That movie blows BIG TIME! Not enough gore and violence for a zombie flick, plus its too damn slow! *yawn* The only part in the movie that was good for me was the scene where you see his pecker hanging outside. I know that some people find scenes like that repulsive, but I'm a woman and got my cheap thrill that day. To quote Homer Simpson: "The Human wang is a beautiful thang!"

 

I know I keep repeating myself about my trip to Italy, but FUCK YOU!  I'll be fucking annoying and say it again: "CANNOT WAIT TIL I HEAD OUT THERE!" Not only will I be seeing a beautiful country with me own eyes, I will be hanging out with three of the best bands of Italy: DAEMONIA, MY SIXTH SHADOW, and LACUNA COIL. And maybe, I will get a 'one-on-one' chance with the guy that I have a crush on. I'm still keeping his name in secrecy, but if you still are interested on who I'm talking about, here's a hint: He's in one of the bands  that I just named...it will boggle your mind.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1612 HRS; 7/09/2003

"TRENT REZNOR, NACHOS, & CROTCHLESS PANTIES RULES!!!"

Listening to The Misfits Collection I: What a hot fuckin' 4th of July weekend its been. Fireworks, Fireworks...and more fireworks. Although, my ears can't stop from bleeding. Oh, how repulsive it is! Looking forward for the end of this month...

 

If you're in the Cleveland, Ohio area, I will be in town for that weekend. Dates still are not confirmed, but it will be around the last part of July. This is in regards of the movie that I plan to work on, "LOTUS: The Eternal Lust". I'll be hanging out with the fiends of Futureskully Productions. Pics will be available soon.

 

And speaking of pics, I just got some cool photos back, but couldn't find the time nor the scanner. BUT...tomorrow, I will try to post em' up for you to see and to see a glimpse of the current photos of me, MRD. I have most definetely changed my appearance...again.

 

To make a personal note: Yes, I'm still horny and perverted and hoping either on my birthday OR on my trip to Italy, I get some lovin' at the very least. I'm going insane with that...just to let some of you perverted fucks know that. *winks*

 

Its another boring Sunday and I need to do something to keep my mind at ease...either keep working on the movie script OR start breakin' shit...OR both. Either way works for me.

 

Adios mi FIENDish Amigos!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1517 HRS; 7/06/2003 A.D

"ELVIS HAS LEFT MY PANTS!!!"

Listening to Prong's Rude Awakening: Going through a awakening of my own as of late. Getting through a long 2-3 week slumber, I just woke up...just now. Yep...still no boyfriend; still perverted and horny as ever before. **wink** I need some lovin'....please? Evening bending me over and doing me like a dog can help, too!

 

Found out that Type O Negative and Lacuna Coil is coming to Minneapolis on August 10th....ON MY BIRTHDAY! WOO-HOO...uhh. Obviously, i'm very excited. At least I know what I got planned for my 24th birthday. I need birthday gifts...dammit! Plus, in two months time, I will be in Roma, Italy to 'vacate' my mind. I need it very very very very badly...plus 'something else' that I need. I'm begging for it.

I'll be beggin' more when I arrive in Italy.

 

You know, for all those who've known me for the longest time or have been a BIG EvilWerks Inc. Freako, you know that I have a lot of crushes on certain people: Glenn Danzig has been my longtime crush since High school. Now, that my crush with him is over...I have been having a crush with someone from Italy...And I say this to all those who know me for a while. If you've talked to me recently, whether on the phone or through email, you know who I'm talking about. He's a musician from the Roma area. I'm not naming names...But the crush is definetly there. Let's just put it this way: i'm crossing my fingers on meeting him when I arrive. **eep; blushing**

 

Got an email from Pete the jerk the other day, asking me how I was? I just wrote back the word, 'fine'. In all reality, Pete doesn't exist to me anymore. End of story with that.

 

Been busy however with my old script for my movie, "Lotus: The Eternal Lust". Going over the whole script, seeing if there's anything that needs a changing. Thus far, not bad at all. My friend, Brian Smith of Futureskully Productions (Cleveland, Ohio) and I are talking it over about editing, plus I'm also going to be talking to the guys from BANEHINGE and PSYCHOSIS 23 to do the music soundtrack for the movie. So exciting on my end...that's for sure!

 

Until next time, creepOs. Ciao 4 now!

 

Arrivederci!

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1721hrs; 6/30/2003 A.D

 

A two-parter Journal Special: "ALL BY MYSELF"

Watching Sid and Nancy/An American Werewolf in London on the telly. Its been two long days and already this weekend S-U-C-K-S-A-S-S (big time)! Thus far, The EVILWERKS DARK DAYZ has been cancelled in June and moved to Halloween Night. The event was cancelled due to lack of time and advertising the show. But since its moved to Halloween, no problems or frustrations whatsoever. However, on the other hand, the most frustrating time that I had to dealt with was breaking up the friendish between myself and my former best friend, Pete (26 yrs old). What a moron...he had to be stupid and listen to his 41 year old, geriatric, DICTATING, Hitler-like bitch of a girlfriend. They're a bunch of idiotic assholes...Might I add: "DICTATING ASSHOLES"? Fuck them both. I don't need friends like that anyhow.

 

This month is starting to go downhill for me, however, everything has its ups n' downs and this whole sticky situation with the breakup and the cancellation of the show, has made me think things out for my life. The summer itself is starting great; I start my job working as the Store Manager at Caribou Coffee near me house. So...I cannot wait til' that happens. Yeah, I know that the job itself doesn't sound too glamourous like owning a horror biz, but hey -- its a fresh start. Besides, 6 months from now, I will be looking at some townhomes/apartments to rent out, live in and call my own home. If anyone (like Pete the asshole) tries to tell me otherwise and tries to avoid me getting my own pad, then they can go fuck off for all I care -- Here's a little message to all those particular assholes out there in LALALand: "MY LIFE, NOT YOURS --FUCK OFF, JERKASSES! *Flips the finger*

 

Anyhow, to bring back the subject on my trip to Italy, FINALLY!!! I will be veggin' out for awhile and not think of the depressing shithole called "Minnesota". I will try to answer all my email when out of the country, but highly unlikely. I'll be busy...*nudge-nudge, wink-wink, say no more*

 

As far as the Music Industry is concerned, I would like to make my apologies to the following: As far as helping out is concerned, I have decided to walk away from it. Until I have/build more promoting skills, I'm not going to be dealing with it anymore. Of course, I will stay friends with all the band members that I have known for a while, but I will not be working for them. Its completely out of the question. Its my decision...I've already made up my mind.

 

All the shows that Evilwerks Inc. will do is Burlesque/Theatrical Events. Perhaps, movie making biz. Who knows what we'll do next. We'll see. EvilWerks Inc. won't be doing any music events. Some time, during Halloween, I'll be moving DARK DAYZ (Burlesque/Fetish show) in October. Every Freak around the world is invited to come. Rock n' Roll, baby!

 

I guess there's a lot on my mind right now. I really can't explain it. But my life needs a different turnaround. The way my so-called life is dull. Has been for ages. No one to hang out with because all my friends are out of town/country and the people that I thought were my friends are not my true friends. I always believed that a true friend was ALWAYS there for you, no matter what they're doing. I was wrong with all the so-called friends that I was hanging out with. Oh fuck it!!! Who needs them anyhow? I can find new and better people to call em' me mates. Fuck every users/losers/and poseurs out there.

 

PART 2: "I FEEL SO LONELY, BABY; I FEEL SO LONELY; I FEEL SO LONELY; I FEEL SO LONELY, I COULD DIE"

Still trying to cope with the fact that i'm changing my life and ways of thinking. My life now, after experiencing a difficult weekend, is going to into a different change. Slowly, but surely. No more wasting my time again.

 

Cannot wait until Wednesday! I start my training for the Manager's job at Caribou. Sounds so exciting. Get to meet new people. Hell -- even my trip to Italy, I might meet that "special someone" (i'm banking on it).

 

I think right now is that time where I'm at the peak of my sexual frustration. The last time that I got laid was about 6 months ago. I know there are people who haven't had sex for 5- 10 years, so I can't really complain too much about it. This will be the most toughest thing to cope with. Even masterbation doesn't work for me anymore. Isn't that sad? I need help...I need some booty for cryin' out LOUD!!!

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1658 HRS; SATURDAY 6/07/2003-6/08/2003

I'M NOT DEAD, I'M JUST IN A LONG COMA!!! Watching BLACK SABBATH on TV: Its been a LONG fuckin' time that I was online the last time. Went throught some BAD ordeals with Depression and Nervous Exhaustion. I had to go in the hospital to get me head checked. I'm alright right now...no worries from here.

 

The EvilWerks Barbeque was a fuckin' dud cause of the storm showing up. Oh fuck it. Besides, I postponed the date of the barbeque till next weekend on Sunday, June 8th, 2003. Hope all yall can come over and make it here without the weather turning to shit.

 

Besides, i'm looking forward for Thursday night @ The Quest. Its BURLESQUEFEST night -- my speciality. Get to see a lot of ol' versions of stripteasing being modified by the best performers. Cannot wait. I will be taking photos of the show and post them up, along with the photos from the Lacuna Coil/Opeth/Motorhead/Anthrax show.

 

Until next time...unless i'm dead.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1617 hrs; Monday, June 02, 2003

AND YOUR MORON CAN STILL SING!!! Exhausted AS FUCK from Tuesday Night. It was one of the wildest and craziest of nights that I haven't seen for a very long long time. Two shows -- The Opeth/Lacuna Coil show was totally AMAZING! Got to meet up with some of the members of OPETH and LACUNA COIL at the bar area (just when I stepped out of the bathroom). Cool ass motherfuckers, I'll tell ya that already! Then, heading out, bumped into Scotty, Charlie, and Rob from ANTHRAX. I loved every moment of that night (As you can already tell)!

 

Heather and I stayed at the Opeth show after two songs of theirs (Opeth) and Heather, Kidd (a friend of hers), (Mutha fucka) Dodd, and myself went down to First Avenue for the MOTORHEAD/ANTHRAX show. Another amazing event, but the place had NO air, so it was hot as fuck and worst comes to worst, the place was packed up for Anthrax. Most of the people from the Opeth/Lacuna Coil show (including the bands) came to that show later on. Again, I got to hang out with the members of Lacuna Coil. It was fuckin' awesome. The best thing that I ever did that night was buying booze n' pizza for Marco (Lacuna Coil guitarist). Anthrax's set was the shit and mosh pit down below me were FUCKIN' INTENSE. But I only stayed for MOTORHEAD more than ANTHRAX. Still, they did very awesome that night.

 

End of the night, my legs and feet were about to go out on me. I was really tired and wanting to go to bed soon. Waited on the side for autographs and shit, but didn't find my ticket stub or a flier. Instead, I said, 'Fuck it' and pulled out a dollar out of my pocket (hey, its a way to save money). Got Rob's autograph and Lemmy's. Its a safe keeper, I tells ya! I will be posting pics from those two shows. Keep your eyes peeled.

 

I would of stayed with Heather and Kidd some more after that night to party with Seventh Calling, but unfortunately, my day-job calls me (goddamnit). I hate my other job.

 

For people who received an email from Nix Psychosis, you will be seeing her more soon, possibly in Dark Dayz. Who knows? Not me. *Tee-hee*. But I know for a fact that you won't miss my face, nor Jay Psychosis23 (a.k.a Novakitfox) at the event. Cheers.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1541 hrs; 5/22/2003

Wakey-WAKEY, Sleepyheads!!! Listening to a Banehinge demo CD. I have now come to hate my own fuckin' neighborhood. My only pet peeves on living in a neighborhood is when they're nosey and threaten me...THE FUCKIN' JERKS! Housing Projects stink. If anyone plans on moving out, don't live in a housing project in the suburbs. Your land ain't your land. As much as you paid for the new home, your renting your property. Believe it or not. Damn it, I miss Minneapolis...very much so.

 

Well, I'm very excited to going to see Lacuna Coil and Motorhead/Anthrax live. Even though, they're in two different venues, so what?! That's not going to stop me.

 

Been tired as of late and this new diet that I'm on is making me very cranky and bitchy...blah. But, I need it for the show. Want to be full of energy when that time comes.

 

Last night, I had fun bleaching the front part of my hair. Its not the way I want it, yet, but remember kiddies, you will see my new look for the show. Hope you like it and DRUEL!

 

Damn it, I need to wake up.

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1054 hrs; 5/20/2003

Another boring Sunday today...Listening to Messiah's 21st Century Jesus and Killing Joke's Pandemonium. If you don't know who or what Messiah is, its a hardcore techno band with an awesome sound. The weather today is somewhat decent. Almost up to the 80 degree weather in MN. Hey, it beats the rain. This music kicks ass. But nothing beats an intense beat like Killing Joke. Especially, on that album.

 

Been beat as of late, now that i've been on a new diet and working out. Plan on making a dramatic change for myself and for the EvilWerks Inc. Show (DARK DAYZ) in June. Expecting Levi anytime soon. Cannot wait to meet him and Krztoff for the show. And speaking of DARK DAYZ, I have been making a search for any of the HARDCORE local MN bands who would like to be included on the bill.

 

I can't wait until Tuesday night when Lacuna Coil and Opeth show up. I'll be hanging out with my friend, Heather for that show, but probably, move on to First Avenue, cause on that same night, the mother of all mayhem bands, MOTORHEAD/ANTHRAX is playing. So, probably, i'll be ditching Opeth to see some good fucked up Rock n' Roll.

 

Now, time to go offline...been on it and me eyes hurt like a bitch! Time to turn on some fucked up Anime and Sid and Nancy. See ya!

 

MISTRESS RAVEN DANZIG

1536 hrs; 5/18/2003